I have a gay man crush and I am lost?

start by figuring out what u REALLY like. men or women or both. if u do that itll be ezr 2 make a choice. im not pro-gay or anything, but i do believe u have some feelings for this man. if u feel that this is a lifestyle for u then u have every legal right to pursue that life. but u really have to ask yourself if your ok with it. if your not, itll be tough to fight the urges. if u are ok with it, itll be tough to deal with cruel criticism. best of luck to you and I'll be praying for u.