I'm obsessed with knowledge and my standing, what are your thoughts?

Having knowledge is a positive thing, the way you use that knowledge is harmful. I find it funny that in your post you only stated one positive attribute you have, ie you are Intelligent, other than that you are inconsiderate, oblivious,arrogant, condescending . Does not sound like superiority to me! You need to get off your high horse and realize that being successful in life is not all about "Book Smart" its mostly about "Attitude", your attitude says a lot about you. I hope you get help in changing your attitude.